alone

So this may sound a bit strange but I’m only 14 …. i live with my mom grandma and brother im known by the name jade
My story began when I s just 7
I attended W.A .Lewitt school . life was amazing until I got knocked by a car I eventually began to change and I was happy with that change I changed schools and went to Newholmes primary school.I was a success in school .At the age of
12 i was living the typical teenage life always happy ,Always online ,having boyfriends …I was happy until I met someone his name is Suhail and he made me even more happy than I already was …I was living a dream .That all changed until 2017 i went to Heather secondary school …my father was then disabled with a stroke that affected his left said …my mom wouldn’t have time for me …as a teenager with no attention . I turned to smoking and eventually drinking .I didn’t care what the world thought of me I was happy .Eventually this boyfriend of mine suhail …Yea he began controlling my every move I wouldn’t talk to boys .I wouldn’t want to do anything wrong …In August …my father passed away i was heart broken, shattered …i didnt care nor scare for anyone …In the year 2018 in May to be exact …I began blinking school and smoking marijuana …I was happy with free life . It was a Wednesday in May I met a guy named jodash for me he seemed God given I was living two lives one with suhail the other with Jody …I am now 14 and still living this double life …I’m unsure of where my next destination is ….but when u listen to your heart it goes a long way ….it decides it next path