I sat in the cafe. As I took a drink from my coffee I recalled Adam.
“I love you.” He had said. How desperately I wanted to hear that. But I can’t love him back. Adam definitely is a good guy. But I am not the one perfect for him. I love him and I don’t want him to love me. Especially when I am going away. Far far away from him. Maybe if I didn’t had cancer, I could have loved him back. But now I can’t give him false hopes when death is just at my doorstep.
Some times love means to let go. And I had to let Adam go. For his good. He deserve better. Not a dying girl. He deserve to be loved. And I am sure he will definitely find someone soon. And as for me I will die with the contentment that he loved me. That’s all I ask for. I want him to be happy. I want him to smile. His smile lights up my world and that is why I love him. With all my heart.