Don’t Be Horrified By My Story

Hey, I am Aabha… I’m 16 and still living life… But i am not normal like my friends… There lies a secret in my past which may make you feel emotions like pity and sympathy.

When I was 7, I  was a little girl so fond of Barbie dolls and My Little Pony.. The next year “My life” changed… Read on to know how..

When I turned 8, my whole world was turned into a muddle… I was walking home from school. I had reached the gates when a van stopped in front of the gates. A nice aunty peeped out and asked me the way to the post office.

I knew the area like the back of my hand. I told her the way but she seemed confused. So I told her I would go with her to the office and walk back home.I got into the van with her. Suddenly a hanky was clapped over my nose and I blacked out… If I hadn’t been so naive then I would have led a normal life.

I woke up to pain.. At first I couldn’t see where I was. Then everything started coming back to me. I was kidnapped. I tried to scream. But a gag over my mouth prevented me from doing so. I was helpless and tied down. I felt the pain again. I saw a young adult probably 20 years old or so standing over me with his pants off. I realised that i had been stripped too.. What was going to happen to me…

He was probably under drugs or something because he was red-eyed. He then thrust his penis in and I was in so much pain that I was crying… At the age of 8, I was raped and then left at the gates of my house where my parents found me lying unconscious, blood over my skirt.

From then on I had to undergo multiple therapy sessions to come back from the traumatic experience. It is still etched in my mind that evening. I WAS A VICTIM OF TRAUMA AND SEVERAL OTHER PHYSICAL INJURIES. I didn’t do surgery to cover up this fact. I just continued living life as it came. I want share this story because no girl should share my fate. No girl should have her privates rummaged in my a stranger’s penis. No one should ever be raped because they were naive enough.

The pain is unbearable and we think, shameful. Some nights, I wake up in cold perspiration dreaming that I was being raped and I could still feel his penis within my vagina…. Save your children.. Teach them to be strong and not naive as I was…😞