Journey of me from Nightmare to dream …..
Very honest I hesitated to write firstly but after few day’s rollercoasterly ups and down of mood swing… eventually i feel more comfortably happy to writing blogs.. This time short due to least time to think …. Now start
Since last few months I felt like I was in grief of depression ????? So what will be next …..in front of two options was there… to do noting or do something to rejuvenate myself ….
I think everyone have such a situation once in life when u fill with empty mindset. In my case maybe it happened due to I was doing nothing instead of enjoying motherhood … No leisure time, no hobbies, no career orientation …
I was like all my education that I achieved at in vein because I m not doing anything with it … 2 to 3 weeks I folded myself in blankets of sorrowness….one or two time Cried with my self pity side but nothing did well so that I feel better ….
But kudos to my Will power and admire my husband lot one who bear my frustration sometimes and despite of showing reverse reaction still repeatedly guide and consequently encourage me to come back with positive attitude. Don’t u think guys I m exaggerate about anything but I feel some magical powers bosting me to accertain positively. Indeed I always assumed its power of subconscious mind that newer let me down and influence me to rotate mindset in affirmative way that every phase of life will demand different versions of u so that’s a beauty of being women. As a solution I got a formula that Evey second I use to reminds myself that Ms. Vaishali Bisen Tembhare You r enjoying parenting with notorious son and living life to fullest.
So here, It is needless to say at end all is going to at place which I wanted to fix with happy ending. At moment of dropping my pen down joyesly accomplish myself once again and want to have peaceful nap with dare to dream to reach sky with wings 😴..