My Mad love story – part 1

Part 1

Time is 9:19 PM saturday June 13th 2020.

I have lot of pending office work due to covid situations im not able to give my 100% efficiency.

After hectic work badly wanted to take break.

so I went to to balcony humming some random tune came to my mind with the lyrics “my boss is an ass hole god me an opportunity to kick him on his balls” in my native language.

Its dark outside and i noticed some creature is moving and I thought it is trying to reverse its body.

I thought it could be a crab but also felt some othee creature is trying to kill it. So immediately I went inside and took my mobile phone. Turned on the flash light

Focused the light on the creature and notice two frogs are hugging each other. I just googled and understood they are having sex.

And I came inside blaming myself for not having a girlfriend and being virgin.

At 9:40 pm it started raining and then i thought and recollected from the article i just read some time back. Frogs tend to have sex during the rains or before it rains.

I was just wondering how come these creatures got to know the climate changes before itself.

And i just realized i have put few of clothes in balcony and went to collect them. By the time i went all of them are wet so i just dropped the idea of taking clothes inside. Was seeing the thunders..

Suddenly I heard the voice of someone anklets. I checked but see no one.

Its dark.. I was watching the clouds

Suddenly a voice came from my left side neighbors. Its her (navya-name changed) she was showing the flash and love symbol. I badly wanted to talk to her but kept quiet as parents fought, from then we don’t have talks. She is very beautiful in her pink t-shirt and track pants. I like her a lot i don’t if i love her. But never expressed my feelings to her. We studied in different cities and im seeing her after lot of years.

I was not able to control my feelings and decided to go inside.

she called my name (Kartik – name changed) and asked me if we can meet tomorrow on terrors. Its been long time we can chat for sometime.

I nodded my head. She said good night and headed towards their balcony door. While going inside she asked me is your boss such a pycho.. No words from me and she just went inside laughing.. I scolded myself for using bad words so loudly and i scolded my boss again thinking its all because of him.

I also thanked him.. May be because of letting all my frustration on my boss in that song and singing loudly she was able to hear im at home and she came for me.

I dont know if she is thinking me as a friend or just a neighbor or she is having some feelings for me like what i feel.

After she went inside i was able to see from the closed window. Light is turned on and she some object near the window which is like love shape. May be a pillow in love shape.

Ps: the reason why our parents fought.

We were caught doing romance in our early teen age. While playing hide and seek behind the water tanker at her home. We were kisisng.. May be we watched in some movie. Her mom caught us and created a big issue. And our parents started fighting and it went very bad later. From then we stopped talking to each other and went to different cities for studies. Its almost 13 years now. I saw her five six times but never spoke to her. Other neighbors who are my close friends used to tease me with her name. Thy still tease me with her name.

I don’t know what she will talk to me tomorrow.. I just don’t know what to talk. Should i talk to her casually or act like a friend or i just express my feelings or as shown in films talk to her for few days like a friend and then express my feelings for her.

But i really hate that idea of acting like a friend. I have lot of girl friends(just friends) telling me how much they hate when a guy proposes them after few days of friendship..

I don’t know what happens tomorrow.. Don’t know to share with whom.. I generally with my friends but i cant share about navya to them. As soon as i tell them they start teasing me.

Praying to god tomorrow should never come.. Or she express her feelings for me if any

I don’t know what is going to happen tomorrow