I don’t know how to start, but in my mind I wanted to die and disappear. That is the feeling I wanted to scape, the suffering, the pain, the life like you’re living dead. Hello I am Eden, 21 years old, hurting, fainting and tired. Suicidal, depressed and devastated. That’s all how I felt, before I knew and encounter the love of God. It was 3 years ago since the day I felt Im dying, but now I am perfectly and genuinely in love with God, at the age of 18 I was in my college days and currently working as cashier/gasoline attendant,
I met my first serious boyfriend, he was introduced me with a mutual friend, who seems close to me at that time. She is badly bullied me, she thought I was a lesbian, she told me that she wanted to see me to have a boyfriend,then she would brlieve that I am a true girl. I bet and sarcasticlay told her, give me guy whose ready for marriage and has true commitments.I am not in a mood to play in relationships. If I say yes to the man, It will be forever, in short his my husband.
She smiled and agreed. Okay okay Madam, I will definitely find a husband for you.. Haha you are so serious in your age, you dont wanted to enjoy life then I give you a husband.