Cruising through life with reckless abandon when all of a sudden you lose people you care about. You don’t think much of it because you figure a couple of weeks will blow over and everything will be fine….then you realize this couple of weeks turns into a year. All of a sudden you can’t think straight and things you think will help the situation only make things worse. Two years and then three years races by and you start to wonder if your very existence is just a game to someone. You lose focus and all grips to reality. Is this really happening?, you start to wonder. Certain parts of your life get better but this major issue holds a cloud over your head and you just do not ever feel right. Its tough to sleep at night, holidays aren’t fun anymore, hanging out with family isn’t the the quick fix it used to be. 4 years and then 5 years pass and you start to wonder if you will ever see them again. Ambition is gone, and you live day by day. You cry daily and ask why? You are completely humbled! As the 6th year approaches you start to learn to live your life with the missing pieces. Things are a little better but not perfect. And then one day the people you love come back in your life just as fast as they left it. Right then and there you realize that there is a God. You give him thanks for what he has taught you and you vow to never keep him so distant again. You realize there is a reason for everything and you move forward with God leading the way and your loved ones in tow. And you actually realize at that point how blessed you are!!!!!