Why would I ruin my sleeping schedule if it wasn’t for you.
Why would I always listen to your daily happenings if it wasn’t for you.
Why would I change my playlist if it wasn’t for you.
Why would I ignore others if it wasn’t for you.
Why would I share my food if it wasn’t for you.
Why would I cry myself to sleep if it wasn’t for you.
Why would I care if you ate or not if it wasn’t for you.
Why would I give you my hoodie if it wasn’t for you.
Why would I be jealous of those people who are close to you, who see you everyday, who are around you every moment.
Why would I do anything and everything which always kept you first in my priority list. Maybe that was the thing. I always wanted everything just about you. In the process, I realized it was never for me, it was never for US.
Because if at any point it was for US, we would still be together and everything would have been different.