I am at that point, Where this heart is also having a brain. It kills to wait for someone’s texts, I am afraid to be ignored again.
I still remember the days, When i used to hide my tears under the rain. Trust me it kills, I am afraid to cry again.
Those nights are the witness, I used to stay up like an insane. Memories are the real murderers, I am afraid to bleed again.
The time i’ve gone through, To whom should i explain? Every minute was so tough, I am afraid to prove my worth again.
My every effort was ignored, I was searching for you to remain. I didn’t find myself either, I am afraid to be lost again.
That attachment sucked a soul out of me, It became difficult to sustain. My life was pulled away, I am afraid to die like that again.
I was surviving it all alone, With an irregular emotional chain. They say i am heartless and i agree, I am afraid to feel again.