Me Wanting You
Walking through this forest, wondering where I’m going to end up. I’m hoping it’s in your arms. But you have proven to me that you are yet again, too far gone.
I dream of you out of my window, hoping to see you soon, yet you have proven to me that we are very distant. But I don’t know how distant we are, that is still a mystery I feel I’ll never find out. I can’t help but miss your eyes, and the stars in them. I can’t help myself but to cry when I think about how I’ll never see them again.
You left me not only lonely but you left me broken. You’ve taken pieces of me yet didn’t offer to let me keep some of you. So where do I go now? I’m still in this forest hoping to come across the heart I once loved. And I’m still stairing out of my window, hoping to see the stars in your eyes.
So I guess I should whisper goodbye now,
You left me no choice but to move on, but oh… I can’t move on with out you. So as I try to take a step into the next chapter of my life, I feel heavy inside. It’s always been me wanting you.
I gave your heart all of my love. I poured my soul into loving you, but some how none of it was enough. And I look up to the sky, because I know we are under the same clouds, and that gives me peace.
I know I’m not the only one with a ripped heart, and I know you are not fully happy. The only thing I can do is learn to live with cuts, because they are now apart of me.
So today I will say goodbye to this love so far away, and I’ll try to take more steps. “Goodbye” I whispered, as the clouds began to move away. “It was always Me wanting You.”