Sometimes life can turn upside down within a blink of an eye, and sometimes it’s ok to not be ok, never suffer in silence. Hold your head up high and push through.
I’ve lived a big lie my whole life, I’ve struggled through without uttering a word, I’ve lost myself to the point where I’ve thought it would all be better without me, I’ve had many sleepless nights thinking about the past and how it’s ruined me. I’ve shut myself away from the world in case I fall apart and splutter my dirty secret. I’ve done things I’m ashamed to admit. My past justifies who I am and I’m scared to death I’ll be this person forever. I’ve drank to sooth the ache in my heart only to find it makes the pain a whole lot worse.
For years I’ve suffered in silence, gone to hell and back a dozen times. I’m in a dark cloud of depression and anxiety but I’m determined to beat mental health! I’m stronger than I was, and one day I will get my justice.
Today I’ve decided to tell my story to the whole world because I’m not a victim I’m a survior.
(This was a intro. The first chapter will be out very shortly!!)
Strength to you