Dear future husband,
When I looked at the sky above, when I enjoyed looking the beauty of the infinite sky and stars, I used to think if you are doing the same right now.
I don’t know where you are, I don’t know what you are doing right now, I don’t even know if you think about your future life partner like I am doing right now. But all I know is that I am gonna love you to the moon and back.
When you meet me, you will find a shy girl in front of you. A girl with a simple look, and a simple attitude. I might not open up with you within the first few days I meet you, so don’t push me to tell something I don’t want to. I won’t lie about anything, I won’t hide anything, but just give me time to trust you and share my life with you.
I don’t expect you to love me as soon as you see me, love takes a long time to happen, and I am not really sure what love is actually. All I know is that I will care for you, support you, be there with you through thick and thin, stay loyal with you,and I will expect the same from you.
My life has never been so smooth, I have faced a lot of ups and downs in life, and so sometimes if I get sensitive or anxious for no reason, please don’t get upset. Proper communication with you will make me feel better.
I always imagined my marriage life to be a simple and a pleasant one- where I am waking you up ruffling your hair, making tea for you,us going to the office, coming back and laughing talking about what all happened throughout the day.
I would love to tease you in every way possible. I have a weird but good sense of humour,and so I would love to make you laugh always.
I don’t know why but would love to comb your hair, and dress you up like a baby. Don’t worry, I will let you do my hair too.
When I am sharing the heartfelt story with you, just be patient, I am a strong woman, I don’t want a shoulder to cry on, but I just need you to know how I became this iron lady.
When you fall sick, don’t push me away from you, thinking you are bothering me,because I wont. Your health is very important to me and I will sit beside you and make sure you have my care and warmth.
If you are financially broke or having difficulties at workplace, don’t hide it from m. I didn’t marry you for the money you have, I married you because I love you. I am gonna support you in all the ventures of your life. So whatever problem comes, share it with me and we are going to solve it together.
If you are getting emotional about something, and want to cry it out, do it because I am not gonna judge you. In fact I am gonna hold you in my arms, listen to you, and make sure you feel better after you have vented it all in front of me.
I am a modern aged woman but I have some strong values when it comes to a relation. Don’t worry about my being disloyal, my loyalties will always lie with you. Even if I have problems with you,even if the relation is going nowhere, I am gonna come to you first and solve the problem between us, I won’t seek any sorts of temporary attachment with anybody anywhere else.
I was body shamed all my life, but I stand tall with the attitude I have. I have an attitude that can sabotage anybody, but deep down only I know how I feel, only I know how many tears have I shed when people have mocked me. So, sometimes I might get insecure about my looks, but it’s not because I am a meek woman, but only because I am capable of emotions. All I would want from you is to stand up for myself where I can’t.
You don’t have to gift me expensive things to make me happy, I am a simple person and I just need your time. If you really want to gift me something, then something created by you will be cherished by me forever. A simple page just depicting how much you love me will be enough to make me understand your love towards me.
I do not bother much about your past, but I would like to know about you, not to judge you but to get to know you better. I know we all have our own baggage, so I won’t judge you for the flaws you have,but if I ask you to do something, be assured that it is because I care for you. Also if I ask you about something, be honest with me. Honestly will take our relation a long way, but a lie will ruin it all.
I am a bad cook,but I will learn for you, and would love to make you eat at least one meal of the day by my own hands.
All in all, I am waiting for you to enter my life, because when you do, I will know,I think I will know because my gut feeling is seldom wrong. And when I know it’s you with whom I am gonna spend the rest of my life, I am gonna shower you with love and care.
I am going to love you like you were never loved before.