I lay on the couch watching a movie when my phone began to ring it’s Taylor.
“Hey Tay” I said.
“Hey girl… am going out to this party and I want you to come with me I will be waiting on you bye” she said not giving me a chance to talk.
I look at the time it’s 7:30 an Nathan haven’t arrive home. I went to my room take a shower then went to the closet I grab a white, tight, strapless short dress and a pair of silver heels. I put them on then let down my curly black hair. I apply red lipstick then take up the foundation and began dabbing it on my face.
“Where you going?” a voice said from behind.
“Out with Taylor” I reply and nothing is going to stop me.
“With whose permission?” he asked folding his hands.
“I don’t need permission to go out” I reply.
I went to the closet searching of a perfect handbag.
“I thought we go through this already” he said. I could hear his footsteps behind me. I turn around and stare at him.
“You can’t lock me up in this house forever am a freaking human I need freedom” I said then turn back the the closet grab a red purse to go with my lipstick.
“Your not going out look at you look what you are wearing you look like a slut” He said.
I gasp “Did you just call me a slut! Nothing is wrong with what am wearing and am going out whether you like it or not!” I said then walk pass him out the door.
I heard heavy footsteps behind me I began to walk faster and faster until I felt a hand grab my waist and spin me around.
“Your not going OK!” he said.
I push him off me “Why the hell you treating me like this!” I shouted.
“You know why am treating you like this!” he shouted back.
“I told you I was sorry OK! ” I shouted.
“Sorry for f-cking my best friend sorry won’t work!” he shouted with anger walking closer to me I take a step back.
“It’s being two years now Nathan two freaking years and you can’t forgive me do you even love me if not divorce me and let me go find someone that will love am tired to be treated like shit I can’t even go out anymore, we are married four years now and not even one kid you don’t even wanna have sex with me anymore, you don’t bring me out on dates anymore we don’t act like real couples if this the way it’s going to be I don’t wanna stay am tired of this OK!” I shouted tears began to roll out my eyes.
Nathan stood there speechless staring at me I walk out the house slamming the door behind.
“I can’t take this anymore” I cried walking down the dark street. He doesn’t loves me I regret cheating on him it was an accident I don’t know what make me do that. Am so sorry. I felt raindrop tickles my eyelashes I look up to the dark sky and soon it began to rain the street was lonely few street lights were on.
My phone began to ring it’s Taylor.
“So you plan to blow up my plan huh!” she shouted.
“Am sorry” I said with my voice cracking up and I began to cry.
“Nicki what’s wrong? Why you crying? Did he hurt you again? ” she asked with worry in her voice.
“Yes” I reply.
“OK am coming to pick you up OK” she said.
“Ok” I reply.
Taylor pick me up on the street soaking wet. She bought me to her house and I change in one of her pajamas we sat on the couch talking.
“Do you think he will ever forgive me?” I said while crying she hug me and reply “If you loves you he will forgive you”
“I don’t think he loves me…. It….hu..rts because I…love..him” I cried.
“Stop crying Nicki I hate seeing you cry” Taylor said stroking my hair.
“But It….hu..rts” I cried.
“I know it’s going to be ok” she said.
Nathan’s POV
Nicki storm out the door then it began to rain she haven’t even drive her car. She must be cold. It’s all my fault what if something bad happens to her it’s late and dangerous outside at night. I began pacing the room back and forth. I love her but it’s hard to forgive her she f-cks my best friend.
I went to the kitchen and grab a bottle of beer and drink it down follow by another then another.
My life is so messed up right now I don’t know what to do am so scared to forgive her am so scared she might cheat on me again. It’s being two years now I haven’t decide to forgive her. I miss her I miss her warm body against mine, I miss her laugh, I miss her lips on mine. Damn I miss everything!
I grab another beer and choke it down then another again. I want our life to be the same as how it use to be. I love her and I miss her.
*Beep beep* my phone began to ring.
“Hey Nathan” Rose said with her flirting voice. Rose is my friend let’s put it this way we are friends with benefit. I use her for sex because Nicki and I haven’t being that romantic couple because of what she as done.
“Rose I can’t talk right now I need a time alone ok” I said then sip my beer.
“Ok sweetie am going to dream about you now.. so good night sweet dreams ” she said.
I end the call and lock off my phone. I need time to think I want my wife back.
The next day I woke up at Taylor’s house. I look at the time it’s almost 8:00. I over slept and going to be late for work. I hurried out of bed and rush downstairs where Taylor was writing on a piece of paper she looked up at me.
“Oh your up…no need to write you a letter am off to work you don’t have to go work today I told the boss that your not feeling well I know you need sometime for yourself” Taylor said.
“Oh Taylor thank you” I said then hug her.
“Do you need a ride home?” she asked.
“Yeah thanks” I reply.
Taylor drop me home then went off to work I enter the house everything seems quiet. I was starving I enter the kitchen and saw Nathan sitting around the dining table with his head hang down on the table sleeping and about six empty beer bottles on the table. I felt bad for him I quietly walk to the fridge trying not to wake him up. I open the refrigerator and grab a bottle of milk that’s when I felt a hand wrapped firm around my waist.
“Am so sorry” Nathan whisper in my ears sending goosebumps around my body. I tried to pull away but he tighten his grip around my waist but not too tight to hurt me.
“Hear me out please” he said I could smell the alcohol in his breath he turn me around so that I was facing him.
“Am sorry am so sorry for treating you bad you don’t deserve to be treated this way please forgive me” he begged.
“Not until you forgive me” I said.
“I forgive you, I love you” he said.
“I love you too and yes I forgive you” I said a wide smile form on his lips he pick me up off the ground and kiss me passionately I wrap my legs around his waist.
“I miss you” I said with happy tears rolling out my eyes.
“I miss you too” he said then kiss me again I pull away to breathe and now my mouth taste like alcohol.
“You have being drinking” I said.
“Yeah I was worried” he said then kiss my neck “I was worried about you”
“I don’t want your drinking again ok” I said.
He smiled “Yes ma’am” he reply then kiss my lip and began exploring my mouth with his tongue while I run my hand through his black hair.
“Let’s take a shower together” he said then squeeze my ass while I scream then giggled.
We took a long shower together while making love. After the shower we lay in bed my head on his chest with our fingers intertwined.
“Aren’t you going to work?” I asked.
“No I took the day off” he said.
“Oh” I reply.
“Wanna go out?” he asked.
“Where?” I asked.
“Anywhere you like to” he reply.
“Let’s shopping! ” I squeal excitedly
To be continue……
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